I am just going to be blunt about this: I am a pretty shy person. Especially on the internet

I wanna be able to reach out to different creators, make online friends, but I have way too many second thoughts about doing so. Mainly because I am not really known at all as a music artist (only like a singular-digit number of people know about it), nor I am perfect at what I do. So whenever I talk to people online (especially those I am unfamiliar with), I sometimes have the feeling that im going to make a fool of myself if I do something "wrong" or "awkward" when talking to people online. It's the reason why I don't talk much on the forums either, since it's just that exact feeling but on a wider scale. There isn't really an easy way to describe this feeling without going too deep into explaining it and boring whoever reads this, but it does indeed exist.

I just needed to get this off my chest, sorry if it feels sloppy